And I have.
Now it is August and I still have not finished packing, I need to send stuff to my roommate, I need to order my textbooks, I have to finish my resume to send to Work Study, I don't have enough money as it is so I need more hours, I have to fill out medical forms, I need to sketch out the roadtrip to plan the hotel rooms, I'm donating platelets before I go, I have to find time to buy running sneakers, I must get a haircut... the list goes on.
Not that I don't mind. I am overly excited for going. To start the rest of my life. To finally meet my roommate and make friends and sing with Lori True and take classes I'll enjoy. The wait is killing me more. But at the same time, I need the wait to prepare.
So now my last month here is going to be spent getting ready. I won't have a chance to say goodbye to many whom I love and cherish because I am so busy getting ready because I put it off for 2 months already. I'm terrible at saying goodbye. Or admitting that I won't see anyone to anyones face in particular.
I can't make anymore promises other then- I will be back.